yesterday...i was sitting alone after playing badminton....well im still new in this game...and im not very good....fuhhhhh(sighed hard)...when it comes to playing with the veterans in hall...i felt a bit shy..well of course...im not good and i cant catch their game.....for that i was thinking alone...i was thinking bout my life..there are certain things i did in my life and fail...like basketball...my worst nightmare...ive been playing basketball for 4 years...but still heating the bench....well...one thing i regretted the most in my life is choosing engineering class in spm.....i thought once if i study among low-performance-students...i would be able to perform well.....but i was wrong about it..in my life.....the God has shown me two most important signals....which are first...i scored 49/100 in my B2 french exam.....i only need 1 more point to pass the exam....its bullshit rght....i need 50 but God gave me 49.....so i failed.......n one more signal.....i got 9as n 1 b+ for spm.....which fail me from getting scholarship from JPA....i am very close to triumph....but i failed...em,,,,the signal is for what?? for stopping me from going abroad....from going to France...i know i wont be able to survive....so what im trying to say now s,,......i have to keep my stand.....focusing on only one thing....which i really like...n i hope i made the right decision for this time...ya Allah...pls...i have no other options...aviation is the only..and one and only.......my only one....
so that one day i would be telling the world.....'this is me...my pass...present....and future'
