buah kekok.....

charly st12 ckp kat kite 'cinta tak harus memilik'.......
kite ckp kt die 'aku takkan lelah menunggu'

boo....i dont know wat im doing recently...;never be able to think wise....

'sunshine n moonlight'

yes i know...u r no longer my 2005 cherie....n i cant turn back to the time when u r mine...

dear.....someone use to tell me that 'bro....when it hurts..then it is not love....'
u used to tell me to stop waiting.....
what makes u think i will stop....??
i wonder...

u know what...this is confession....
as long as i feel no pain waiting for u....than i believe what i feel now is love.....
and if its love.....i know it wont hurt......

i luv u

    

only one....

hi....cest moi encore une fois.

            yesterday...i was sitting alone after playing badminton....well im still new in this game...and im not very good....fuhhhhh(sighed hard)...when it comes to playing with the veterans in hall...i felt a bit shy..well of course...im not good and i cant catch their game.....for that i was thinking alone...i was thinking bout my life..there are certain things i did in my life and fail...like basketball...my worst nightmare...ive been playing basketball for 4 years...but still heating the bench....well...one thing i regretted the most in my life is choosing engineering class in spm.....i thought once if i study among low-performance-students...i would be able to perform well.....but i was wrong about it..in my life.....the God has shown me two most important signals....which are first...i scored 49/100 in my B2 french exam.....i only need 1 more point to pass the exam....its bullshit rght....i need 50 but God gave me 49.....so i failed.......n one more signal.....i got 9as n 1 b+ for spm.....which fail me from getting scholarship from JPA....i am very close to triumph....but i failed...em,,,,the signal is for what?? for stopping me from going abroad....from going to France...i know i wont be able to survive....so what im trying to say now s,,......i have to keep my stand.....focusing on only one thing....which i really like...n i hope i made the right decision for this time...ya Allah...pls...i have no other options...aviation is the only..and one and only.......my only one....

so that one day i would be telling the world.....'this is me...my pass...present....and future'